so, i finished making that sweater. but it ended up more like a light jacket sweater hybrid because the the fabric. ya know, it’s frustrating that you can’t really but yards of knits and shit from the fabric stores i’ve checked. as much as i hate it i might have to drop by mood and see if they have something that would work better… because this fabric, which ok, could be a lot better. i made one shirt, and will make another. both will be tank tops, long like rick owens shirts, and will be black/white paneling… the one i made (which i’m wearing right now actually) is black on the front and white on the back with red stitching that’s all hand done (sewing machine’s at home, sadly), and the other one will be some sort of more interesting paneling, still red stitching and hand done too… it was waaaaay easier than i expected to make a shirt, so much easier than the dresses and the sweater thing… anyways… you can see some of the shirt in the picture i just posted, it’s the one i’m wearing over the other shirt… ya know what bothers me? society. and i’m not trying to say i’m a misanthrope or something, but i mean, i hate societal constructs/norms. like, someone must be x years younger/older than you and if they are then it’s weird for any sort of relationship to occur between the two of you. and i also hate how people CONFORM. JESUS STOP IT (then again, if we all didn’t conform, would we be conforming to nonconformity, which would then become the new conformity? who the hell knows). or at the least, if you don’t stop it, don’t make it seem like nonconformity is so bad. i hate that people think because my shirts and long and i twist them that all of a sudden it’s a dress that i’m scrunching up and they proceed to hassle me and make fun of me. goddamn people, really. it’s 200-fucking-9, aren’t we past the point of petty gripes like that? whatever, sooooo excited for NYU and being able to really do and be and wear whatever the fuck i want whenever i fucking want. damn.
oh! it was nice though finding some more people following me and finding people i know on tumblr!!! i didn’t really think so many people i knew used it, but a couple people just came out of the woodwork on my “you may like” blogs thingy… yay friends! =]
